Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You

I miss those blue eyes, How you kissed me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you, What I should have said
No I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes, Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you, What I should have said
No I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Not What It Used To Be

Akhir bulan April kemaren, tiba-tiba si Dia yang aku taksir pas masa SMK ngontak aku via Facebook. Tentu aja aku kaget campur seneng. Lalu acara inbox via Facebooknya berlanjut ke SMS-an. Kami ngobrol banyak hal.

Dari sini aku menemukan banyak kejelasan. Ditilik dari sms-nya, Dia mungkin memang tertarik sama aku saat itu. Dan aku sama sekali nggak ngerti kenapa dia mulai nyoba kenal aku sekarang, saat dia udah punya orang lain. Well, mungkin seperti apa yang dia bilang, dia cuman nyambung tali silaturahmi. Though I don’t get the point on doing it.

However, aku ngerasa sekarang hal itu nggak lagi penting buatku. Aku sama dia toh nggak begitu mengenal satu sama lain. Kami cuman teman seangkatan. That’s all. Dan sejujurnya aku ngerasa nggak suka aja dengan acara nyambung tali silaturahmi ini. Tentu aja terkecuali kami dulunya dalam tahap ‘cukup kenal’ untuk tetap menjaga hubungan baik.

Aku nggak tau apa maunya. Dan aku mulai merasa terganggu dengan hal ini. Dari caranya sms aku, dari caranya mancing perhatian, itu semua bikin aku nggak nyaman. Apalagi tau dia punya orang lain. Meskipun dia bilang si cewek tau, aku tetap nggak suka. Meskipun dia nggak lagi ada hubungan sama seseorang, rasanya aku nggak akan senang dengan semua ini. Nggak lagi senang dengan sesuatu yang berhubungan dengannya.

Aku memang pernah suka sama dia. Pernah nangis dan patah hati gara-gara dia. Tapi aku nggak harus bersikap special padanya, kan ?? seperti harus terus bales sms-nya saat aku bahkan nggak mood. Nggak begitu kan ?? well, aku nggak mau memperlakukannya lebih dari orang lain.

Entah sejak kapan dia sudah menjadi masalalu. Sekarang rasanya apapun yang dia lakukan, dan dengan siapa dia melakukannya nggak lagi ada artinya buatku. Dan mungkin aku nggak akan menyadarinya kalau saja dia nggak nyoba membangun hubungan pertemanan ini.

Aku bersyukur, perasaan itu telah pergi. But I would love it more, if he just leave me alone. I would like it more if he just stop trying to get in touch with me.

Semua tak lagi sama. Dan aku sama sekali nggak ingin apapun tentangnya yang sudah berlalu kembali. Aku nggak yakin aku senang dengan pertemanan atau hubungan apapun dengannya. Dan perasaan yang pudar itu ternyata bisa menimbulkan keengganan yang begitu besar. Well so I guess, this is not what it used to be anymore

Creed - With Arms Wide Open

Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I close my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face

With arms wide open, Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place, I'll show you everything
With arms wide open, With arms wide open

Well I don't know if I'm ready
To be the man I have to be
I'll take a breath, I'll take her by my side
We stand in awe, we've created life

With arms wide open, Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place, I'll show you everything
With arms wide open, Now everything has changed
I'll show you love, I'll show you everything

With arms wide open
With arms wide open
I'll show you everything ...oh yeah
With arms wide open..wide open

[Guitar Break]

If I had just one wish, Only one demand
I hope he's not like me, I hope he understands
That he can take this life, And hold it by the hand
And he can greet the world, With arms wide open...

With arms wide open, Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place, I'll show you everything
With arms wide open, Now everything has changed
I'll show you love, I'll show you everything
With arms wide open, With arms wide open

I'll show you everything..oh yeah
With arms wide open....wide open

Al Jarreau - After All

There, there was a time I knew
That no matter come what may, love will prevail
And then, inside the dreams I knew
Came the question lover's fear, can true love fail
Then I would miss the childhood wish
And haven't I sung to you
Of the knight in armour bright,
Faithful and true to you

(chorus)
Darling, after all
I will be the one to hold you in my arms
After all, I will be the one to hold you
I will be the one to hold you in my arms
In my arms

I knowing my heart and mind
That no matter come what may, love will survive
Love, the author of space and time
Keeps the galaxies and each sparrow alive
And the love that heals the wound after the war is through
Is the knight in armour bright, faithful and true to you

Christopher Cross - Best That You Can Do

Once in your life you'll find her
Someone who turns your heart around
And next thing you know
You're closin' down the town

Wake up and she's still with you
Even though you left her way across town
You're wonderin' to yourself
Hey what've I found

[Chorus]
When you get caught between the moon and New York City
I know it's crazy but it's true
If you get caught between the moon and New York City
The best that you can do (the best that you can do)
The best that you can do is fall in love

Arthur he does what he pleases
All of his life his master's toys
And deep in his heart
He's just he's just a boy
Livin' his life one day at a time
He's showing himself a really good time
He's laughin' about the way
They want him to be

[Chorus]

#Lagu jadul nih~

Sarah Mclachlan - Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Adam Sandler - Grow Old With You

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

#Lagunya romantisss mampus dah !!

Carly Rae Jepsen - Call Me Maybe

I threw a wish in the well, Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell, And now you're in my way
I'd trade my soul for a wish, Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this, But now you're in my way

Your stare was holdin',
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

[Chorus:]
Hey, I just met you, And this is crazy,
But here's my number, So call me, maybe?
It's hard to look right, At you baby,
But here's my number, So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you, And this is crazy,
But here's my number,So call me, maybe?
And all the other boys, Try to chase me,
But here's my number, So call me, maybe?

You took your time with the call, I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all, But still, you're in my way
I beg, and borrow and steal Have foresight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it, But it's in my way

Your stare was holdin',
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

[Chorus:]

Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad, I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad
And you should know that, I missed you so, so bad

It's hard to look right, At you baby,
But here's my number,So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you, And this is crazy,
But here's my number, So call me, maybe?
And all the other boys, Try to chase me,
But here's my number, So call me, maybe?

Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad, I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life, I missed you so bad
And you should know that

So call me, maybe?

Aidan Hawken - Wanna Be Sure

I keep coming back

To you everytime

Washing the walls of the room that you slept

And the place that you hide

I wanna be sure

That your hearts on fire

And your gonna be pure

And that your love is all mine

I wanna be sure

If I lose my grip

If I hold on to tight

Will you keep me from drifting away swept up in the tide

I wanna be sure

That your hearts on fire

And your gonna be pure

And that your love is all mine

I wanna be sure

I wanna be sure

Yeah i wanna be sure

That your hearts on fire

And that your gonna be pure

And that your love is all mine

I wanna be sure

That your hearts on fire

And that your gonna be pure

And that your love is all mine

And that your love is all mine

Avril Lavigne - Remember When

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I'm not lost
I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

[Chorus:]
These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again

Remember when...
I remember when it was together till the end
Now I'm alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there's no regrets
And say you won't forget
But I'm not lost

I'm not gone
I haven't forgot

[Chorus:]
These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again
Remember when...

That was then
Now it's the end
I'm not coming back
I can't pretend
Remember When

[Chorus:]
These feelings I can't shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I'm not coming back around
These feelings I can't take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It's getting harder to pretend
And I'm not coming back around again..

Diamond Rio - One More Day

Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day 

#Duh, sumpah deh nangis denger lagu ini.

Christina Perri - Jar Of Hearts

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

[Chorus: x2]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Fefe Dobson - In Your Touch

Last night I thought I saw you, brown hair, the way that you move
I need to know if it's you, that's when I saw your face
It always took me away to a place I should have stayed
I think about the word, yes, as I move to talk to you

'Cause every time I hold you, I'll be waiting for you
Try to pull away from what I truly thought was love
Maybe it's a sickness preying on my weakness
All I really need is just another minute in your touch
Ooh, in your touch

Last night I thought I saw you, black jeans, faded tattoos
That's when I knew it was you so don't go taking me back
To a place I'd rather forget when I was yours and you were mine
I know, baby, that your heart's not gonna do the right thing

'Cause every time I hold you, I'll be waiting for you
Try to pull away from what I truly thought was love
Maybe it's a sickness preying on my weakness
All I really need is just another minute in your touch
Ooh, in your touch

In your touch, your touch, your touch

And I don't wanna fall for, fall for you again
You had me once before, why couldn't you just love me then?
'Cause now I'm feeling torn but I just want more
Is this just the end of a love worth fighting for?

'Cause every time I hold you, I'll be waiting for you
Try to pull away from what I truly thought was love
Maybe it's a sickness preying on my weakness
All I really need is just another minute in your touch
Ooh, in your touch