Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Boyz II Men - 4 Seasons Of Loneliness

I long for, the warmth of, days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty, without you
by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try

When I get the courage to know somebody new
It always falls apart cos they just can't compare to you
You're the one that makes me bow under ball and chain
Reminsce, think about
As I watch 4 seasons to change

Here comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and hits the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe (as springtime)
As springtime makes it's way here, lilac blooms remind me of
The scent of your perfume

Reminsce inside of love,

On summer nights, indeed
I always get the hots for you (ooh)
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
No no chance the leaves of trees are bare, when you're not here
It doesn't feel the same
It doesn't feel the same

Oooh
Remember
The nights when (remember the night)
When we closed our eyes (when we closed our eyes)
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Everytime I think about these things I shared
(think about these things I shared)
I'm not gonna cry, cos I get so emotional (I get so emotional)
Underneath it makes me think I'm under ball and chain
Reminsce in our love
As I watch 4 seasons change

Here comes the winter breeze that
That chills the air and hits the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
The springime makes it's way here lilac blooms reminds me of
The scent of your perfume (Ooh)

On summer nights, indeed
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
No no chance the leaves of trees are bare when you're not here
It doesn't feel the same

Mmmm
This loneliness has crushed my heart (it's killing me baby)
Please let me love again (just one more thing)
'Cause I'm devoted girl find me and ease my pain
But 4 seasons will bring
The loneliness again

Here comes the winter breeze that
Chills the air and hits the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes it way here,
lilac blooms reminds me of
The scent of your perfume (Summer nights)

On summer nights, indeed
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
(go skinny dipping oh,oh)
No no chance the leaves of trees are bare when you're not here
It doesn't feel the same

Remember,
The warmth of,
Days gone by.

The Cascades - Rhythm Of The Rain

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know
That when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain please tell me now does that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another when my hearts somewhere far away

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

[Instrumental Interlude]

Rain won't you tell her that I love her so
Please ask the sun to set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again

Oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter pater, pitter pater
Oh, oh, oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter pater, pitter pater

Udah bertahun-tahun aku nyari lagu ini. Semenjak baca Think Tinka punya Na. Ada salah satu scene, saat itu Tinka di cafe, kalau aku gak salah ingat, keadaan hujan dan lagu yang mengalun sangat pas. Terus nggak tau kenapa, aku ingat lagu ini pernah nampang jadi jingle iklan. Aku Lupa itu iklan apa, gak tau liriknya, dan cuma ingat melodi aja.
Karena pencarianku sama sekali jauh dari kata berhasil, akhirnya aku ngerecokin banyak orang, mulai dari Iput, Virli, Adit, sama Neko-Chan. Sampai pada akhirnya aku depresi, karena mereka ngeh tapi juga pada gak ada clue tentang lagu itu, Kakaknya Iput membawa pencerahan.
Makasihh ya Putt, titip peluk cium buat kakakmu.

Feeling Damn

Salah siapa ya semua ini ?? mungkin salahku. Siapa lagi yang bisa aku salahkan ?? aku memang bukan apa-apa. Bukan siapa-siapa. Cuman orang gak penting yang numpang ngrasain hidup di dunia. Dan harus ku akui, ini sulit.

Entah mengapa, aku sama sekali nggak pernah bisa belajar untuk mengerti, dengan kenyataan yang selama ini ada. Bahwa apa yang aku rasakan bukanlah hal yang penting bagi orang lain.

Dan disaat aku ngerasa kayak sampah, aku selalu menemui fakta yang sangat mengganggu. Aku nggak punya tempat buat sembunyi. Aku nggak punya siapa-siapa untuk bersandar. Dan aku nggak punya apa-apa untuk melindungi perasaanku sendiri.

Aku tercabik dan hanya bisa setengah mati menahan air mata.

Ada yang bilang : “Jangan berpikir kamu bukan siapa-siapa, krn bagi seseorang kamu adalah segalanya”

Siapa ?? memangnya SIAPA yang menganggap aku ini segalanya ?? DIMANA orang yang menganggap aku segalanya ?? Kalau memang dia ada, bagaimana mungkin sekarang aku bisa ngerasa kayak SAMPAH ?!!

Mungkin aku harus secepatnya menghentikan semua ini. Mungkin aku harus membunuh semua harapanku tentang orang yang menganggapku berarti. Mungkin itu semua BENAR HANYA MIMPI.